I did the long job search last night after dinner and again, there were no new leads. I did the short search today, which I do every day and again, there were no new leads.
I was feeling really down last night and was instant messaging with one of my dearest friends. I told her I was feeling trapped in every way.
She replied, “Trapped is a good way to put it. There isn’t much you can do in the present situation and you’re not the type of person to be trapped or controlled by anyone or anything.”
Amen, Sister!
I said a prayer of gratitude that someone knows me so well.
I’m still feeling down today and tired, both mentally and physically. I feel like I’m spinning my wheels and going nowhere. I feel trapped.
But behind me I have the love of people who really know me, who really get me. And what is more freeing than that?
