Sorry I didn’t post yesterday. Things have been a little crazy. In my new job we do about 10 events a month and we are now in the process of booking the August events. I’m learning the ropes and how my new company does things. Obviously I’ve managed events before but I now must do it via their process.
I’m not gonna lie to you Friends. I never have and never will. I’m struggling a lot with the new job. I’m not sure if it’s just the return to work in general, the new company, the new job, all of the above, none of the above, I just don’t know. It’s unlike me to not be able to put my finger on the problem so that’s another hurdle to overcome.
I had so hoped this would all be great from the get-go. I had so wanted and needed a job and I had prayed all along it would be a good one when it came to me. I know I need to give it some time and I don’t really have a choice anyway.
I needed a job and got one. I am grateful in many, many ways. And yet I can’t help wondering where this is all gonna end up? I thought this was going to be a new chapter in my life and now I’m not sure if it’s more like a few pages.
I promised you new twists and turns. Stay seated and let’s both try not to hurl.